The only exception

I know that someday when it turns out bad, I will laugh at myself for being so naive and stupid. Please forgive my inevitable ignorance and empty idealism at the age of pre-18. This is a destined path where I start my bare-footed and endless chase after love. Regardless of the brutal fact that we haven't met each other in real life, the distance between us, either physical or mental, is somehow comfortable to me. I play a relatively passive role in a relationship so it is better to be separated for now. Undoubtedly, I worry about our future sometimes. However, my pessimistic thoughts are soon dismissed by his disarming frankness. Isn't it true that we have only the present? Why can't we love each other just for the moment we're in? None of it is ever worth the risk but you are the only exception.